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Believe me, I want to tell you the WHOLE story of Kyle and I but it would take the special and sacred out. Here's our story via song. 

The story starts back in 2005 when we looked like this....

And we felt like this... Side Walk When She Walks by Alexisonfire

Dressed to kill, you look so right
I am drunk with lust tonight
Your wounds are opening wide
And they might be just my size

Now I'm afraid of open water
But I often bathe in sin
Let's be honest, you know you shouldn't bother
'Cuz with me, it's impossible to win

Dressed to kill, you look so right
I am drunk with lust tonight
Your wounds are opening wide
And they might be just...

There was always
Warmth between us
There was always
Warmth between us

Dressed to kill, you look so right
I am drunk with lust tonight
Your wounds are opening wide
And they might be just my size
Just my size, just my size
Just my size, just my size

Just my size, just my size
Just my size, just my size
Just my size.

But I didn't know...And then this happened..."Light Outside" by Wakey! Wakey!

 I know you want to stay in bed 

But it's light outside  

It's light outside
So know I am going to stay right here 

Because you saved my life once 

You saved my life
And I will try to get you out because it's beautiful outside 

And we'll fall  

We'll try  

And do our best and I love you all the while

  Because you saved my life once  

Because you saved my life once

But I didn't know about that either.... And then something happened that made me feel like this..."A Decade Under the Influence" by Taking Back Sunday.

 Sad, small, sweet, so delicate
We used to be this dying breed
I got a bad feeling about this
I got a bad feeling about this

You kept still until the long drive home
You slept safe and close to the window...
I got a bad feeling about this
I got a bad feeling about...

Who's to say you'll have to go (I could go all night)
Well say you'll have to go (I could go all...)
To hell with you and all your friends
To hell with you and all your friends, it's on 

And Kyle felt like this..."Evil In A Closet" by In Flames...But I didn't know...

 I sink in waters deep
Your presence kept me floatin'
Far from depths where secrets lie
Maybe in another lifetime
I could be the first you meet

I once read a poem
Held my breath
But that moment's gone
First time I felt life somewhat hurts
Need an option, a reason and some hope

Yell at me, I want to be your light that shinesA
But my ground's shakin' and I might fall
I wish that I could say
I wish that I could be your
Evil in a closet

And that's where we left it for six years...when we figured all of this out..and now I feel like..."This Is For Real" by Motion City Soundtrack

I've got emotion
Dripping out my pores and I
Thought I would let you know
You are the night light,
Ripping through my wicked world
How you make it sparkle and glow,
Before I lose control
There's just one thing you should know

This is for real, this time I mean it
I'm coming clean, please don't let go
I said from the start, that you could take it or leave it
I'd prefer that you keep it
Don't let go
Don't let go
Don't let go

I had some nightmares,
Clawing at my skin and bones
I nearly did explode
You smoked the demons
Gave me back my feelings
Now I am good to go
Before, my face hits the floor
There's just one thing you should know

This is for real, this time I mean it
I'm coming clean, please don't let go
I said from the start, that you could take it or leave it
I'd prefer that you keep it
Don't let go

This is the best thing that I've ever had for real
This is the best thing that I've ever had for real

For a physical challenge I'm notoriously bored
Intravenous delivery, electrolytes and more
Everytime it's the same routine
Out with the bad, in with the clean
Before I lose all motor skills
There's one thing you should know

This is for real, this time I mean it
I'm coming clean, please don't let go
I said from the start, that you could take it or leave it
I'd prefer that you keep it
Don't let go

This is the best thing that I've ever had for real
This is the best thing that I've ever had for real

AND NOW I KNOW.